The positive part of my life is that it works, sort of. BUT if you talk to any of my close personal friends they will tell you it doesn't work for me. Which is true. BUT I can't seem to tell myself that in a way that helps me move forward & do something about it.
I tell myself that I am just too tired to make any logical decisions for myself. Sure I can parent and make decisions as a Mom in a logical way but when it comes to me and my emotions I just wonder if I make excuses to not deal with things.
I have so much on my plate already that I love and I just can't handle one more decision to make. Not now. Maybe after the holidays I can but not now. So for now I focus on the awesome positive part of my life, I work from home to support my kids, I have more time for my kids and I get to enjoy the young years of all three children before they are teens and want nothing to do with me.